My mind feels empty and numb
Always pacing back and forth "am I smart or am I dumb?"
My actions feel automatic, am I in control?
The damage has been done, the stress will take its toll
Just for a day, I wanted to feel whole
I AM NOT A ROBOT! WHY AM I QUESTIONING MY HUMANITY?
Disassociated from reality, there's a fine line between insanity
I wrote this poem for some clarity, no vanity.