This is a fragment of May 2nd, 2023, compensated for in the early morning of May 12th.
The gas fee on Ethereum has been high for the past ten days, and I have been lazy for ten days in a row. Looking at the last minted image, it feels like these ten days are just a blank space. I don't want to leave nothing behind like the small bug I crushed on my windowsill, and I don't want to give up before seeing any results like I did when I was a kid.
I am determined to keep going no matter how congested Ethereum is, no matter how high the gas fee is, as long as I can still afford it. I want to express and (hopefully) store my memories and imaginations. The reason I am not so decisive about this is that five minutes ago, I saw news from a friend saying that Ethereum had been down for 25 minutes a few hours ago. We were both speechless.
I originally wanted to continue this project that connects my photography, writing, memories, and thoughts until the day I die. But who knows if I will die first, or if Ethereum will die first. Hopefully it's me.
Going back to May 2nd, I accompanied Song on a train to a small town in London to collect her passport. She announced to me that she had broken up with her bf and had a clear plan for the next six months. Although she was emotionally stable, she talked non-stop, and I could feel her excitement returning.